Journal Entry

A vulnerable communion service. I long for one I know will always be my partner, but feel guilty for that longing. Maybe it's just tonight. I looked for someone close to m e to share this moment with, and found my choice was taken. Have I been wrong in not allowing anyone here as close as those I love at home? Or is it none of my choosing? Oh, how I long for an earthly bus buddy. Why can't I simply take You as enough? Let me know that You're near me (check); let that be enough.